Hello Eudora! I thought I sent this earlier but I guess I didn’t. I have had a pretty reckless sex life since I was raped at 21. I remember it happening to me as a child too. I’m 24 now and I’m terrified to have an HIV test done,please pray for me.
Hello Love, I am so sorry to hear that you had to go through that. No one should ever have to endure the experience or the stigma or emotional trauma that comes with that. Every time I hear a story like this it reminds me just how oblivious a lot of us can be to these issues simply because we haven’t been victims of them, and reminds me just how real they are. Thank you for sharing that. I also applaud you for recognizing the correlation between your abuse and your sex life thereafter. It takes a lot of courage and reflection to recognize those after-effects for what they are, and it is definitely the first step in healing and moving past them. I grew up being so scared of HIV. I don’t know who thought it was a good idea to teach a bunch of 6th graders so much…Continue reading